Title: Albatross
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Loved it
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Graded
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Author: Josie Bloss
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Genre: Contemporary
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Publisher: Flux
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Elements: Abuse
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Series: Stand alone
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What’s so cool about nice guys?
Everyone at Tess’s new school warns her that Micah is bad news—a heartbreaker. But she can’t ignore her attraction to this brooding, brilliant, friendless emo hottie who can turn on the charm—or heart-shredding scorn—at a moment’s notice.
Starting over in a new town after her parents’ split isn’t easy for Tess, and Micah feels like her first real connection. But what happens when their bond suddenly feels like shackles? And Micah starts to remind Tess of her freakishly controlling father?
With Albatross, Josie Bloss takes her storytelling in a new direction by exploring the dark side of relationships.
Look there. What do you see? A boy in a leather jacket, sitting all alone in the cafeteria. An ~*aura*~ of mystery surrounds him. And a sense of foreboding too, but you ignore that thought, because trouble with that boy would be good, so good. No one talks to him, and he? He's not bothered at all. In fact, he seems to prefer the solitude, minding his own business. Hey! The most popular girl is talking to him and OH MY GOD he brushed her off without a glance! You giggle. He looks up at you, and you're caught by that deep mesmerizing glance, and even when he looks away, dismisses you like, your heart is still beating a little too fast. And you know, that he's the one for you.
You know the drill. Also, this review contains spoilers.
It sounds absurdly familiar. Put the jerky, smoky hot guy with an insecure main character and bang! You've got the set up of a paranormal YA book. Why do I generalise Paranormal YA books? Because the bad boy seems to be a staple in those types of stories, and I never thought that such a plot device would be able to carry the story over, hence the paranormal factor to add a little zing and plot to the whole shebang.
But I was wrong. That relationship is the basis of ALBATROSS, and it definitely carries the story and sub-plots within it.
ALBATROSS was an eye-opener, because poor Tess is going through two similar relationships in her life. One is with Micah. Tess has a good heart. All she wanted to do was make a friend in a new town, someone that she could really trust. She just wants to belong, and Micah makes her feel like she belongs. However, he makes her feel like she belongs
to him, and that's entirely different.
She befriends him because of two other factors:
1) even though he had the attention of the girl whom Tess envied, the girl that everyone wants, he treated it as nothing special. That right there seems just fine, except that Micah's 'nothing special' means 'nothing special' in the worst way possible, like no one else other than him deserves respect.
2) the misunderstood bad boy factor. Here's how it works. You live for the compliments and you stay through the hurt, the anger, and that little voice in your head that tells you you deserve better. Because even though you know you deserve better, you still believe that you'll be the one person who will change this poor, misunderstood bloke. Because bad boys do change, and maybe this bad boy will too. And you'll be the one to do it. Let me rephrase that: you'll be the one that he'll be willing to change
for. That's more special right?
It's saddening, but I understand the lure. Tess believes the best in people, which is a great quality to have! It is also a double-sided quality as it blinds her to people's faults.
Her relationship with Micah mirrors the relationship between her parents, except that she's going through the beginning phases, while her parents are at the end of it. Her mom is the older, wiser equivalent of Tess. She's been through the relationship, the passion, and she was strong enough to break things off with Tess's dad, to know that she deserves better than years of slights and insults and actually act on it. Because knowing and doing it are two entirely different things. It took a long time, but she did it, for Tess and ultimately for herself.
Tess and her dad. *sigh* Her dad is what Micah will grow up to be if he doesn't want to change. He's the main reason why Tess is subconsciously drawn to Micah, because she is used to the same relationship at home, before her mom left her dad. This is a theory, but perhaps Tess has not adjusted well to her new life is because her dad is gone. It's not a mistake that Tess seems to thrive and really live after she meets Micah, as it seems like that's the only way she knows how to live. And who can blame her, when all her life she's had such a presence in her life?
I can write longer about the relationships, the different connotations in the story but I'll stop here.
Bloss wanted to show readers the lures and danger of such a relationship and she does so well. She shows us the consequences of such a relationship, not just on the abusee, but the children too. Because this is verbal abuse, and marks are left, even though they're invisible to the naked eye. The addictive quality of the relationship between Tess's parents is well-portrayed with the fleeting glances we get from Tess's interactions with each parent, along with Micah.
I would have loved for the resolution to be more satisfying, to be longer, to show how Tess has grown, but sometimes it just takes one little thing for the growth and awareness to be realised. The supporting characters could have been more well-rounded rather than just convenient plot elements for Tess to reflect on at convenient moments, but what little we see of them is enough to get the basic idea.
ALBATROSS is a book that I think everyone should read. Because even though you might scoff at Tess's decisions and mutter at her stupid choice, and even though you say you know what it's like, the truth is that you don't. Other books might glorify such a relationship, and show the best case scenario: which is that the boy changes for the better and falls in love with the girl, yadda yadda yadda. But ALBATROSS? It shows what happens when you get the worst case scenario of the bad boy factor. And it's not at all pretty.